What happens to a woman when a man says he cares but knows deep down he doesnt?
What happens to a woman when a man says he loves but is only tellin that woman lies?
That woman becomes a menace to society.
Her heart freezes and becomes a ice berg.
She begins to no longer care about that man or any other for that matter.
She begins to think, "What if?"
What if she wouldn't have meet that man?
Would she ever have been able to acually love a man again?
"Maybe," she says to herself.
Maybe, just maybe, her heart would be ok. She digresses.
That is not the life she leads and that is not the heart she claims. Her heart is forever lost now. Lies have been told and feelings have been hurt. The man she thought loved God, was delivered from hell. He stole her heart and decided it was his to play with. She housed his supposed love and he pissed on the floors. She cleaned and scrubbed but couldn't erase the stain of his indiscressions. Her heart was broken. She would never again trust another. He said he was unlike any man especially, the men she delt with before.
He was right!
No man had ever broken her this way.
It was love.
She loved him.
She wasn't in love and thank God. If she was, not only would her heart have been broken, her soul would be condemmed into the depths of hell.
So for now, she claims, her heart is God's.
He is her husband and she knows he'll be with her until death...
Except, they will never part.
